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fayemeadows) wrote2001-07-02 02:20 pm
fayemeadows) wrote2001-07-02 02:20 pm
banging my head against the wall
I'm in a mood. A MOOD. Today is going to be a really bitchy day. Fuck.
Why do I wake up some days and have four million things running through my mind - none of which are positive? Why? I don't want to think about any of this shit. I just want to enjoy the first nice day VA has had in a few weeks, see Carrie, read some slash, blah, blah.
ARG! I'm just really...tense right now, like all my muscles are coiled. I think I'm bipolar or something; happy one day, angry the next.
I'm going to take a shower. Then I'm going to scream into my pillow for a few hours.
Why do I wake up some days and have four million things running through my mind - none of which are positive? Why? I don't want to think about any of this shit. I just want to enjoy the first nice day VA has had in a few weeks, see Carrie, read some slash, blah, blah.
ARG! I'm just really...tense right now, like all my muscles are coiled. I think I'm bipolar or something; happy one day, angry the next.
I'm going to take a shower. Then I'm going to scream into my pillow for a few hours.